Oh I can so relate to what you are experiencing!
Lots of ups and downs, no doubt!!
Our 1st DD joined our family via domestic adoption after 8 yrs of infertility and round after round of treatment. Of course, DD2 was then born 15 mo later.
And last June I went to China to bring home DD3 after a very long 2 year wait. And each and every one of them was worth every thing it took to get them in our family. I would not trade them for anything!
Congrats to you on getting this far! Good luck ~~ Keep me posted!!
~~Alyson, the 3 P's Mama